1000 views (A story of bottled up emotions)
I'm really conflicted on what to name this post. A milestone?. Appreciation post?. I'm so damn happy?. Well I've obviously picked one!
I started this blog 29th of May this year, got my first post up the following day I think. I was really happy. I treated it like my child, I checked up on it like on a 45 minutes interval (I'm not even exaggerating ). It was all great. I was doing about 300 views already in my first week and I thought well I could if not meet be close to my target (Lola's blog 55,000 views in one year (yes 55 freaking thousand )).
Well yunno how life bitch-slaps and asks you to shut the hell up when you start getting too happy?. It actually Dropped kicked me and my blog (for the sake of those who don't watch WWE. If I were to give you a drop kick I'd jump in the air and plant both feet in your face).Views started to slow up, and my 1000 views I thought I'd get inside my first month didn't come till after 5 months in.yh! I said ouch too.
I was pissed. Really I was I do not know why or who at but I was ,maybe at myself for not giving the exact content I promised to give at beginning, maybe at my friends for not viewing enough or not being patient with me, maybe because I felt my links weren't being shared enough and so I couldn't get new people in (OK seriously guys ,take the hint, share my links,e ni damu🙃). But I was mad and stayed mad for months at the verge of quitting "if I could not do 1000 what was I really doing?".But I thought "oh well this is my hobby keep doing it".
I've applied for Google AdSense so I can have Ads up here and make money but I've not been cleared for months now so I don't really paid for doing this, that being said I can do this for free .There's a sense of accomplishment I get from making other people happy .Right now I do this for the compliments I get every now and then (The "guy you're a great writer","did you learn how to write from somewhere","I'm a fan of your work" etc). And from the "damn I laughed so hard","guy that was so funny","lol you will not kill me". Don't get me wrong I'm not saying "I'm not doing this for the money". lol I want money o.PLENTY MONEY!. But it is what it is right now.
After all said and done I'm grateful for this 1000+ views, every single one of them yo! I have some amazing viewers( I won't do names so nobody gets mamad for being left out), I come here on weeks I didn't even post and still see someone viewed. It means a lot, I'll get all mushy mushy on you guys and say very cute stuff but I have "hard guy hard guy" to protect soooo. Lol OK who am I fooling? I love you guyssss 😭😭😭forget my plenty english 1000 is a big number too. I really just want to thank you for viewing,everybody is busy (really I know that) but you still make out time to visit here! God bless you guys for me. I really really appreciate it .You guys aren't really obliged to do this, nobody owes me shiitt.
OK OK thank You for 1000+ views . See you at 2000
I started this blog 29th of May this year, got my first post up the following day I think. I was really happy. I treated it like my child, I checked up on it like on a 45 minutes interval (I'm not even exaggerating ). It was all great. I was doing about 300 views already in my first week and I thought well I could if not meet be close to my target (Lola's blog 55,000 views in one year (yes 55 freaking thousand )).
Well yunno how life bitch-slaps and asks you to shut the hell up when you start getting too happy?. It actually Dropped kicked me and my blog (for the sake of those who don't watch WWE. If I were to give you a drop kick I'd jump in the air and plant both feet in your face).Views started to slow up, and my 1000 views I thought I'd get inside my first month didn't come till after 5 months in.yh! I said ouch too.
I was pissed. Really I was I do not know why or who at but I was ,maybe at myself for not giving the exact content I promised to give at beginning, maybe at my friends for not viewing enough or not being patient with me, maybe because I felt my links weren't being shared enough and so I couldn't get new people in (OK seriously guys ,take the hint, share my links,e ni damu🙃). But I was mad and stayed mad for months at the verge of quitting "if I could not do 1000 what was I really doing?".But I thought "oh well this is my hobby keep doing it".
I've applied for Google AdSense so I can have Ads up here and make money but I've not been cleared for months now so I don't really paid for doing this, that being said I can do this for free .There's a sense of accomplishment I get from making other people happy .Right now I do this for the compliments I get every now and then (The "guy you're a great writer","did you learn how to write from somewhere","I'm a fan of your work" etc). And from the "damn I laughed so hard","guy that was so funny","lol you will not kill me". Don't get me wrong I'm not saying "I'm not doing this for the money". lol I want money o.PLENTY MONEY!. But it is what it is right now.
After all said and done I'm grateful for this 1000+ views, every single one of them yo! I have some amazing viewers( I won't do names so nobody gets mamad for being left out), I come here on weeks I didn't even post and still see someone viewed. It means a lot, I'll get all mushy mushy on you guys and say very cute stuff but I have "hard guy hard guy" to protect soooo. Lol OK who am I fooling? I love you guyssss 😭😭😭forget my plenty english 1000 is a big number too. I really just want to thank you for viewing,everybody is busy (really I know that) but you still make out time to visit here! God bless you guys for me. I really really appreciate it .You guys aren't really obliged to do this, nobody owes me shiitt.
OK OK thank You for 1000+ views . See you at 2000
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